Ready to Align, mar-24

What's my Problem?

While riding a car in 2004 I agreed to listen to Kryon tape. The voice of Lee Carroll immediately turned a switch within me. I got connected. From that moment on I translated Kryon channelings into German in order to stay connected.

That went on for about 240 translations until spring 2023. Lee Carrol had been in the hospital for a while, and when I listened to the first channeling after his recovery my connection was gone. I heard only Lee Carroll without Kryon.

It feels like a baby being weaned. I am hungry and try begging, sulking, protesting.. Nothing helps. I've been thrown off the bandwagon - very many thanx for the almost 20 years ride - and can't get on again. The message is clear: get you own transportation, no more in-betweens, connect directly (imperative!).

I know when I'm connected. It's a special feeling, reliable and delusion-proof, beyond reasoning. Where and how do I get it now?

Am I to become a channeler myself? Yes and no. After all being connected is a synonym for channeling. However, the way of expression, the what and how has to come from inside. Kryon says that the channeler, as we are used to them, is a dying profession. Part of their destination is to make themselves superfluous. It's time for the spectators to become active in the game they have been watching. No more fence-sitting allowed, you have to get down one side or the other.

Trial and Error

Since I have to start from where I am, I first checked whether another bandwagon might be available for hoping on. During this begging-sulking-protesting phase I stumbled across Geoffrey Hoppe, which helped me a lot.

In Heaven's Cross: The Opening St.Germain explained through Geoffrey Hoppe a process which had been happening in myself without me being able to put into adequate words. In fact I could nail down the start of this process within myself to the winter solstice 2022. This process had enabled me to sustain my weaning from Kryon. This process had been and still is a constant influx of "understanding". Things previously causing agitation within began to make sense. Isolated puzzle pieces started to fall into place und form a picture I hadn't been able to conceive before. What had prevented them from fitting became also clear: lots of old-energy concepts resulting in lack of tolerance and shortage of equanamity.

It had been and still is a rather comfortable process, like shedding dead weight. The uncomfortable part was and is that the old ways won't work anymore. Most glaring example - translating Kryon. So I didn't even try to translate St. Germain (sigh).

What I tried is to get orientation in the current spiritual scene. As long as I had been happy with translating Kryon I wasn't been watching the (spiritual) news. Geoffrey Hoppe being interviewed by Alex Ferrari brought me to:

Browsing through the podcasts and staying with the ones that inspire my feeling of being connected, I am trying to find out what has been and is changing while I was away on my Kryon island. Amoung the many podcasts three stand out (so far) - no judgement intended, personal liking admitted - both female (suprise?!). They take some time to sink in. Meanwhile I disovered that another of my previous bandwagons - there were a couple of back-ups - is gone. The Group channeled by Steve & Barbara Rother. I had been deeply touched by their indcredible integrity apparent for example in this interview by Kevin Moore. When I went to the original website (espavo.com) for a current channeling I heard only Steve Rother without the group. PS: Barbara Rother has passed on about three year ago.


anneling.com - Kevin Moore also interviewed:
What's the point? These "old" interviews still trigger my connection, while current channelings of either Steve Rother or Lee Carroll don't. I struggle to resist applying logic and reasoning along with the would-be consequence of judging. I resist my futile attempts to asign responsability for my connection to the no-longer-working bandwagons. Instead I concentrate on thankfulness for the years of loving service and guidance, and on accepting the gift of my subjective perception, my responsability for it and the loving service and guidance coming now another way. I'am moving on. But where?

Footnotes

  1. Although many people are stuck in drama, lack and energy feeding, there are also humans around the world for whom it is a time of a deeply personal spiritual awakening process. They are awakening to their true self, a process that every human will eventually experience. Awakening is a time to say goodbye to the old human self instead of trying to repair and improve it. It is a time to release the old human identity, limited beliefs, old paths of karma and the progression of lifetimes that has kept you on the merry-go-round. It is a time of releasing stuck and wounded energies; patterns that don’t serve you anymore and haven’t for a very, very long time. This is your time to discover a new freedom.

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